Monday, August 4, 2025

So Yesterday Wasn't A Good Day!



I wasn't feeling all that great due to health problems. I was trying to write but decided to lay down and take a nap. I'm waiting for my operation and my osteoarthritis was playing up. I twisted my ankle just by stepping back.


Then noise! So I said something to the people who were making it. Got told nobody liked me and get my teeth fixed.


I would if I could afford it as I'm working but still have to pay around £500 which is a lot of money.


I don't have credit cards, covid put that to an end.  This why why doing this! To do something I love doing and make a living!


It's this idea that everyone can afford the same thing as everyone else can.


But I take it, do you know why?


Because sometimes that's what happens! Life is not set in a way that everything is your way. But people nowadays get everything at the push of a button.


Being yelled at is nothing I wanted to be a cop here in the UK. But now I think everything has a purpose. I read too many Nancy Drew books as a kid.


I think everything was pushing me to be a writer! I have always liked reading and writing, ever since I was a teenager. Writing stories, playing with my stationery and creating things that have a meaning.


People will say things about you but you know the truth. 


Look at the fact that many copy other people's writing. Many books and scripts are the same arc but different. Changed to suit the never ending trend. Why? Because people want to make money, not create something that is their vision.


Being a writer is about being authentic. I like peace and tranquility. I have had a lot of drama in my life. I didn’t like it. So I decided to write about using my own thoughts and feelings.


Change is good, the truth shall set you free. Why? 


Because my writing is about my endless journey of self discovery and using it as a journal to understand why we think the way we do and the emotional minefield of our lives.


We are not the same as everyone, some are looking for more. 


The Understanding Of What Life Is Like Being A Writer? 


It's about showing others that it's ok! You're not the only ones who have gone through bad times.


It's about explaining to everyone, things will get better but sometimes change has to happen and sometimes you have to stand your ground and say something.


That's who I am!

No matter what people say about me and want to believe gossip. That's fine, I have the receipts. I check my facts and research them. 


You have to, as a writer!





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